I think of automobiles parked in
a parking lot
when I think of myself dead
I think of frying pans
when I think of myself dead
I think of somebody making love to you
when I’m not around
when I think of myself dead
I have trouble breathing
when I think of myself dead
I think of all the people waiting to die
when I think of myself dead
I think I won’t be able to drink water anymore
when I think of myself dead
the air goes all white
the roaches in my kitchen
tremble
and somebody will have to throw
my clean and dirty underwear
away.