day
there will be a day
when everything isnt so grey
i just wish today was the day
that everything would be okay
but for now the anger has to stay
because its bound in my heart
its pulling me apart
i feel like i cant get on a new start
because of this true reality
when i look at it looks like a fatality
is it me or is it insanity
im stuck vanity
all i care about is my self
why cant i just put my being on the shelf
im angry because of my health
sometimes i believe the answer is wealth
money can buy me strength
but so can belief
all i want is peace and relief in my soul
this pain is taking huge toll
on my roll
the devil stole my perspective
it turned me destructive
my thoughts are selective
why do i choose to be neglective
to every thought of something good
something that i could
something that i should
instead i dress all hood
heart is blackened with a chip on my shoulder
i will take you down anger with a boulder
you are not my life holder
you are meant to be put on a folder
when your gone ill be much bolder
my personality will be older
my soul wont be colder
