life
to ellie may
as i sit here in my room
thinking back full of gloom
all those good times bin and gone
lonely now kettles on
something stronger would surfice
but then id surely pay the price
then my day starts all over again
thinking of new ways to block out the pain
maybe today i’ll visit my friend
give her a call dont go in the end
i’ll just stay here and watch tv
being alones how i like to be
just me and the thoughts in my head
phone rings now batterys dead
sigh of relief thank god for that
i realy do not want to chat
hear your problems about your strife
im busy struggling with my own life
im trying ti figure out why im here
why i spend everyday living in fear
