Droop’st Thou and Fail’st? But These Have Never Tired
Droop’st thou and fail’st? but these have never tired;
winds of the region, free, they shine and sing,
unurged, unguerdon’d: hast thou then desired
to be with them and trail’st a useless wing?
Self-pity hath thee in her clinging damp,
and makes a siren-music of thy woes
to lure thy feet into that reptile-swamp
where rancour’s muddy stream, festering, throes.
Cunning is her condolence with the snarl
of canker’d memory or the soft tear
for vanisht sweetness: come, an honest parle,
air for thy ailment! make these wrongs appear.
Ay, this hath spat at thee, and that hath flung
his native mud, and that with bilious guile
most plausible—what! hast thou loved and sung
as was in thee, and need’st do else than smile?
(Heed not that subtle demon that would prompt
to measure thee by them; so humbled yet
thou art not, nor so beggar’d thine accompt:
what thou art, that thou hast, and know’st thy debt.)
And in thy house of love the venom’d dart
was thrust within thy side—Even so! must then
the gather’d ripeness of thy mind and heart
be turn’d to flies? that is no way for men.
Who said, and rid himself of usual awe,
I prize not man, save as his metal rings
of god or hero? Hast thou made a law,
live by thy law: ’tis carrion hath no wings.
