February 21 2012 I recieved a call announcing the birth of a 5 lb 10oz baby boy. I instantly teared up and cried tears of joy. Then I got a call asking if I could give that baby boy a home, but how could I do this already have two kids of my own? Then I was told if not you’d go to a foster home. I asked what I needed to do and then I told my husband and family we’d be expecting you. I remember seeing you for the first time. I held you in my arms and knew you were meant to be mine. The next few weeks everyone was very stressed but we never stopped thinking of how our lives had just been blessed. After alot of scares and pain you got better and I was so relieved. I never really believed in miracles but that day made me believe. We got to take you home where our lives forever changed. You blessed our family and it’ll never be the same. Everyone welcomed you never having any shame. We could all tell a blessing had just came. I prayed you would never have to leave, I just couldn’t believe a miracle that wonderful happened to me. I cherish every day God gives us together. I’ll never waste a minute we have, I’ll remember them  forever. I know that no one could ever love you better. I know I was meant to be your mommy and your  protector. I just hope and pray I’m giving you a good life to live because God gave me a life that was definitely worth to give. Sometimes I cry wondering where you would be if I hadn’t been there. Would anyone really take the tme to care, because we are sometimes  handed a life that’s so unfair! But I made a promise to God that I would always be there. I promised to love and teach you all you need to know and count my blessings everyday that I get to watch  you grow. Your so silly and full of love, I know that your a gift that could only be from above and your life is a blessing that I’m proud to be a part of. I may not of been there for your first breath but I was there when you took your first step. Being there is a promise I have kept. We both have God guiding us for whatever might come  next and giving me the strength to figure out the rest.You may not have my ears but we both listen to the message that God wants to be heard. You may not have my mouth but we both speak the same words understanding the message being told. You may not have my hands but we both feel in the same way. We feel the love around us growing everyday. We both feel the same bond that no one could ever take away. You may not have my all of my features or traits but you do have my heart that you could never break. You may not of grown inside me but your a life I was meant to create. I didn’t bring you in this world we were brought together by fate.