COLD LOVE: PARTS 1-6
Our love for each other surpasses all persecution
Our love is like clean water! It has many good uses
A prescription for pain? No need of any false gain
Our love can’t be torn down! Never separate again
I touch your thigh and excite you! Juices flow freely
Your eyes are lit up! Your mind will always need me
Your body is my playground and I use it frequently
Our sex is mind blowing! You incite the freak in me!
What would I be without you in my perfect world?
No words could describe you beyond 'perfect girl’
I see you and get aroused! My body longs for you!
I desire your flesh! I outstretch my arms for truth!
How could I reward you for being one from heaven?
I’ve kept you safe in my sight at all times, forever!
To come home and see you there awaiting my kiss!
I speak of my day and how you were dearly missed!
I lay in the bedroom with you as you lie on the bed
I undress in front of you so your mind can be fed!
I now crawl to your side and I see that you are cold
I pull the blanket around you with a firm loving hold
I put your fingers in mine, I caress your complexion
A night to remember, A night worth never forgetting
It’s an obsession we crave, lovers bonded by lust
I kiss your mouth gently and squeeze on your bust!
I can’t wait to burst my love all over your pretty lips
I’ve proven myself so loyal to your beautiful hips
There’s not been another! Been you the whole time!
I’m faithful and honest! I am not just acting benign!
I treasure this time we spend together each day
And I try to mix up the rolls in a more physical way
I do all I can to please and make you come back!
But you still sit in silence awaiting my sexual attack!
You don’t have to say much for me to love you fully!
Just sit there in silence! The noise can be a bully!
You hold my erect penis firm as I ejaculate quickly
You always knew how to love me! You always fit me
That’s why I persevered you and kept you around!
You died! It was tragic! Other options were found!
Embalming and preserving your smile found often
After amazing sex, I place you back in your coffin
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Your body is a temple, your body is mine to soothe
I will take you to parties, hold you out by the pool
My need for your company is a disease in my head
I can’t assume that I’m sane if I prefer you’re dead
You are safe now with daddy! Safe inside my arms
And I am safe inside you, All night with your charms
So silky smooth, no other young lady can compare
Sometimes I sit in darkness, gaze upon you, I stare
They told me you had cancer! I knew it wasn’t fair!
They said it was normal that you lost all your hair!
Chemotherapy’s a ripoff! It only made you worse!
Don’t worry about me, I got money from the purse
I bought McDonald’s alot while you trying to recover
I took the car for rides and nearly killed your brother
I didn’t expect you to survive, I wanted you to die
I had to save you so as to take you with me for life!
I briefly heard from your mother, she seems angry
She assumes I killed you, she seems to just hate me
But when the full moon dances on the peacocks tear
You mother’ll be dead and I will soon hold her near
Until then my sick poison is forcing her veins to erupt!
I can’t wait to embrace her! I can’t wait 'til we fuck!
I’ll launch my love so deep inside of her open throat!
I will be gentle however so as not to make her choke
Then I shall take turns giving you both true affection!
Eating nothing but cookies and delightful confections!
You both are my sweets, you always believed in me
You told me we’d be together forever and it will be!
This temple of hatred is brought down past the sea!
This woman with child is the woman foretold to lead!
The world of killers and world of truth are now one!
Mother and daughter loyal to me under this sun!
I spray my urine as you sit! Watch me desecrate you!
I love you so much! There’s no need to hate you!
Never will I break you! Our bond is now unbreakable!
Your eyes bright and real! Brightness unfavorable!
Dim the lights, be mine as we dance in twilight mist
I have given my life to you! You’re my precious gift
I clean you daily, make you crazy! You want me bad!
I make you so horny but you want this from your dad
I may be your father, except now rape you to death!
Before it was different! I’d jerk off while you slept
Come to me precious, let’s put aside anger and tears
Come to me family! My love can be yours for years!
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As your excretions cover me, hold me close deary
Don’t dare fall from grace, I need you both near me
I want that true love now, I have needed it so badly
I’ll put a ring on your finger if you call me 'Daddy’
I raised you and loved you when no one else could
I held you and taught you when no one else would!
I made you and bathed you! I called you my own!
I bled you and fed you and helped your ass to grow!
Now as we make sweet love I caress your soft skin
I will kiss you so gently and rape you both often!
I’ll take turns and show love while needing a friend
And I never invite neighbors to come and join in!
I did what I had to so I could keep you as my kid!
I gave hell to your mom and hope she truly liked it!
No one could have done for you exactly as I did!
Your fate was sealed and your legacy made big!
I have not been your savior but stay your final love
Your lips are so dry as you moisten my cock blood!
You told me years ago about your fetish for death!
And now it comes true only days after you’ve left!
So bend over and make me feel so naughty again!
Or I’ll make your mother watch! I’m forcing her in!
This taboo is real and true between me and you
The thing we both do is the honest to god truth!
I knew from day one that it would end up like this!
Me and your mother loving each other in this bliss!
Its true! A family that needs each other every night!
You sit here and wait for me to return to your side!
I’m anxious as hell and I’m self-conscious as well!
My heart fell in a well and now it drowns by itself!
Its just a whirlwind of emotion to have you with me
I mostly hold you closely so you can never miss me
You both are bound by blood! So you are mine!
People say you look bad, but they are truly blind!
They can’t see the beauty inside! They don’t know!
They can’t see your heart I ate! But love did grow!
Now it remains in me! A piece of you I treasure!
Now Lacey has a void that no love could measure!
I wanna yell and scream but humanity’s judged us!
Our love has been labeled! They will never trust us!
We must descend into catacombs so no rules exist
Me and my true blood family will forever be missed
Close your eyes and let these demons set you free!
Only then will you truly and fully belong all to me
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Darkness surrounds us now as the world collapses
I’ve brought you all here so that we can relax, bitch!
Damp and dark, murky and truly a real creep show
I thought we’d be safe here, Safer than we’d know
They mystery and history of the tunnels are all here
The past scars of the battles still linger without fear
I bring you to this world so we avoid all the scrutiny
Who are they to judge me? This love untrue to me!
Neighborly mutiny! They can rot in their nonsense!
We are safe beneath where our sex can be constant
Our true love and true hearts, secure and forgiving!
Overdue blood from tough thugs! Now ceased living
I can touch you both freely and can make you squirt!
I can make you bleed alone! I’ll make you both hurt!
I’m your master and you can only love me honestly!
I was there for you when no one else wanted to be!
You want me right? Your daddy, yes, call me daddy!
Your eyes are brilliant in soft light, make me batty!
Never mind the sewer rats that gnaw on your ears
Never-mind the dark, now you both have no peers
It appears you lack luster, you lack the life I knew
Aren’t you in love with me? Is this all now through?
Do you want pain? Do you need to be so punished?
Iim done thinking! Because y’all haven’t done shit!
I run this bitch! You owe your adventure to me only!
I’m not good enough anymore? Sewer not homely?
I’ll beat you up and break you! I’ll rip your hair out!
I will make your mother drown! I do not care now!
I don’t care how! Just please, let me know you lied!
Say your stare is all for me! God knows you’ve died!
But no one has to know why we need each other
My penis has bled when I’ve fucked your mother!
This constant reminder that I must still be faithful
This sick, constant knowledge that you’re ungrateful
Never good enough for you and your rotting mom!
I have sewn you together but you keep nodding off!
You sleep and I slap you! I beat your face to a pulp!
But I lick you and taste you, the essence of your soul
You’re the only love I’ve known, I made you my own
I killed you and kept you! So you are home grown!
I raped you and filled you to keep you by my side!
I felt your breasts with sweet carcass and lack of life
You never knew me, you only knew the sickness
You only knew the fake me! You will never get this!
I need to keep you! I need to eat whats left tonight!
They’ll find me and kill me! They don’t get this life!
They can’t have you! They can’t have my linen box!
They are all unlovable! They must now be stopped!
I hold you as time grows near, truth comes to light
As the people search, I consume you bite by bite!
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Blood drips from my chin as the people close in
Old friends, a cold wind, so we must begin again
It’s this sin and dark that’s torn all our love apart
This mark of the devil dog, the spark as they bark
Embark on the journey, two girls lives corrupted
Interrupted, I am miserable although I still love it
Far above it, Living life outside of this sick reality
Frail, she’s only bones, all failed because of me!
Pale, lacking sleep, this flesh has made me bad
I paid for that with cannibalism, it’s made me sad
Play me back, attack the main vein in my heart
Starting to sense reality, I’m dead inside, marked
Targeted and lonely, no one else to talk with now
They rest inside my hide, they died cuz I’m a cow
How come this shitty world is all upside down?
Now I’m talking to myself, but little blood is found
Around in this water, I crawl searching for truth
Fingernails still taste like a crunchy burnt soup
I might puke, but force myself to hold them all in
My daughter remains inside me as acids eat skin
Keep in the piercings that were in their sick flesh?
Caution, you don’t know if they’ve been blessed
Test the waters, make the best of your stale time
It’s bail time! Let the fire consume the rest tonight
Torches light up narrow passageways near me
Have they alerted them, did somebody hear me??
Has he been watching at night as I masturbate?
As I raped the bodies of the two women I hate?
It’s true love you fools! Fuck your lame ass world!
Daddy, leave! You don’t wanna know these girls!
I did blow these girls! Saved the lives from God!
Its not all lies, dad! I had devised this whole plot
Now they rot inside me since they’ve been eaten!
But not before they were weakened and beaten!
Hear me speaking? An agenda is now complete!
Weak has been made strong so nothing is bleak!
Flashlights, guns! The shouts of fathers and sons
The end has begun, the end of my constant fun
Turn and run? Or face the wrath of this insanity
Bliss failed to overwhelm, Disses all so candidly
Never planned to be caught, jail handed to me
Bullets caught by my brain, loss of my humanity
Fall to the water, embraced by a cold liquid trust
Return to demons, ashes to ashes, dust to dust!
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Life revealed, a life peeled, the new scars healed
All sealed, the murder file, all vile, yet cases yield
The closer, an opener, blood evidence found here
On the ground near, the names kept from the ear
Press scoured to learn, the victims bodies burned
The names never released, for truth they’ll yearn
Brains tested, motive placed, closed case or not?
A rape kit, lets face it, a lunatic had been caught
Rape, homicide? Faked or forced to die? All lost
Information broken, sexually molested, the cost?
Guns, knives, acid, blood, semen, flesh, corpses
Sex had a roll for sure, foreplay and intercourse
Stains remain the same, black-light exposes sins
Crack pipe broke within bodies of tortured friends
Whores or men? Three bodies here at the scene
But the footprints of five were found pretty clean
What has been seen? What event has occurred?
How many dead now? Autopsy needed for sure
The bodies exhumed, this feels so naughty to do
Caught in a plume, fires burn these bodies anew
Firefighters have damage control, its all wet now
Seasoned vets won’t have respect for dead cows
The case of lost identity, a case of lost humanity
Was it really planned to be as big this calamity?
Folders handed me, this man was a psycho nut
Living with the dead, the domain of a crazy fuck
This is my nightmare, the crime scene we live for
Police’ll dive in, Forensics couldn’t ask for more
The stomach crammed full with the bodies of two
Victims in this case were digested by this dude
Crude, gross embalming fluid, disgusting, icky
The preserving of bodies twice, thick and sticky
My mind is pondering all the questions in the air
Fair to have died alone? Cold and lonely here?
Further investigation pending the autopsy result
The mind has demonic force, one with the occult
A sickness that plagues these sewers, so cold
I must retire to my bed chambers, feeling so old
Horrified with disease, disturbing mess of skin
Bleeding here with insanity resting now within
These inquiries are so bold and unmanageable
Is sex part of our soul? Is love understandable?
Ritual cannibalism, I’ve read of this stuff before
A story titled “Cannibal Art”, so I must read more
The author was able to capture visual imagery
Cannibal thoughts of fiction, beating it into me
Written with such energy! Such a realistic feel!
But that story is fiction and this situation is real
I’ll have to take time off to discuss all the facts
An night of chaos, covered with blood and rats
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Adam Koss / January 18, 2014
(2014)
This is my most critically acclaimed poetry series ever. Also, most likely my most disturbing series to date. Readers Discretion Advised. The content deals with a man who is disturbed in his head and wants to keep his wife and daughter all to himself. he kills them both and preserves their bodies . He then continues to have sex with them and hides it from his neighbors as he slowly descends into insanity. His secret becomes to much to bear, he goes nuts, and takes the bodies to the sewers where his paranoia increases. He believes the whole world is coming for him to kill him and he refuses to give up the girls, so he eats them so they can be one forever!
