Monster
I see my reflection in the mirror, feeling so lost, hating what I have become. Looking at what you have made of me.
A blood thirst creature that destroys everything in my path, those I love burn in the fires of my pain.
I’ve turned into something that has to hide in the shadows, in fear of heartbreak.
And now, I can’t held this, the feeling that I caused all this suffering.
Misery and grief is what I leave behind and in the end, the torture I’ve inflict upon those that I claim to be the ones I love.
In the night sky upon the stars I make a wish, that I could carve my beating heart out,
For I’d rather do that than to cause more problems and to stop putting my loved ones life’s on the line.
Yet, I keep the demon’s within locked away
But at times, they come out, ready to stir chaos
This it’s the reason that some people have lost their trust in me.
And when my inner darkness is unleashed, it turns happiness into darkness.
I can’t stand to bring this thing it brings tears to my eyes.
I’d much rather have severely wounded or even die
Than to see you in pain, see you suffer and cry
For becoming the one who always hurts you has become my worst fear.
I’ve transformed into what I never wanted to become,
I prayer I could get rid of the darkness I hold inside.
That make’s it’s way out and shows itself to the outside world
For that side of me is not the real me.
I’m just a cruel monster, something I wish I wasn’t and am just so tired of
I can’t stand being the main source of your pain
I hate myself when I see that this is what you gain.
Despite all the pain I’ve cause, to a monster like me, you still end up showing love...
