Anger
every time I get mad I want to start cutting and when I try I start to get madder but then I get even more madder because I won’t let myself do it and I end up in a ball of madness not knowing what to do and getting madder and madder because I don’t know what to do and I feel like all that madness could eventually kill me and after thinking about that for a little but I eventually start to feel better but only to get mad at myself again for thinking something like that
