I feel like I’m dying inside I feel so empty and alone and misunderstood I few like like I can’t breath. My chest is heavy and I have a lump in my throat. I feel like as I walk around in this house or go to another room everyone’s talking about me. My dad... he never listens, he never there, he never understands, he just yells and says mean things. Sometimes I wish I was a bird so I can fly where ever I want when ever I want and go as far as I wanted to. I wish my dad would listen I wish Stacey would too I wish I was made to feel as part of this family too... everyone goes on about there day everyday rather I have a smile on my face or not they never know what I feel or how I’m feeling they don’t know the things that run through my head or how badly my heart aches... They don’t know I just want to be paid attention to and to be loved. They don’t know what I really go through inside... sometimes I feel like I’m crazy or I Rlly need help I need medication I need someone to talk to. They don’t know the little girl I have always wished to be..I just wanted my daddy to play with me. They don’t know..but one day they will see..