eat it, weirdo
to whom it may concern
commonality, complacent and banal.
apathetic penance.
morose and mundane,
arrested development,
regression evident.
palate twists
feign intelligence.
i am a verbose fraud.
lauded for honesty,
praised for bawdy images of violence.
aggressive with a wide stance.
a broad spectrum of bullshit
conviction.
a hypocrite, ugly and deranged.
strange ideas of normality.
spun, far out and too far gone.
far from sober.
over the glamour of dependence.
splendid pretentious
curses on culture.
venomous.
hold me and pretend it’s going to be ok.
spread legs,
flayed and photographed.
show me bat wings,
i want skin.
i need to feel and feed.
blood. red. blue.
oxygen brings the tint.
the hint of sadomasochism,
the mechanism for desire.
the iconoclastic symptom
of lust.
rusty joints oiled through pre-cum.
the spectrum of sensation.
retracted dedication
from disappointed grim
embarrassment,
flaccid impotence.
sexual congress squandered.
floundering interest.
rote orgasm.
trained disinterested
drunk exploration.
the development of new fetishism.
an overbearing id.
too large and controlling.
superego confined to dreams.
leggo my ego.
let it go wild.
let it be.
set it free.
things fall apart.
do the Bartman!
fart in front of her,
the declarative of dedicated
conscious understanding.
feign pathos please.
stop discussing your desire to die.
the goal of becoming terminal.
furtive acquisition relies
on the disputation of routine.
break routine.
fake stability.
i fear my mind of becoming a useless
appendage.
more pain than pleasure.
migraines of self defeat.
spied in the distance,
pretentious and wearing a disguise.
these guys and dolls
trolling my memory,
destroy and treat faculty.
the angel i found flew away,
a botched and forced evacuation.
cerebral diamond.
buried and searching for discovery.
embarrassed and recovering.
a hesitant routine,
practiced and rehearsed.
disbursed through cocky diatribes
and honest expression.
what’s the worst that can happen?
rejection.
dejected contraceptive behavior.
toyed with phrases
faulty foundation.
temporary stasis.
a grace period requested,
a brace yourself situation.
a dedicated station to vent.
let me go, i guess.
its your choice,
its my request.
solitude.
ignorant malcontent
with a sour attitude.
i remain with a certain
aptitude.
manipulative in origin,
experimental in execution.
a bastard child,
ingrained boner,
faulty premise,
abusive banter.
there is no list.
there is no precedent
for current behavioral norms,
i was born.
i’m still suffering ugly.
a defect genetically,
insignificant.
an indigo child,
indifferent and putrid.
duel minded out of necessity.
a bully with a heart of gold,
defensive, castrated and old.
empirical evidence,
no place for subtlety.
ugly disposition dissolves,
a chink in the armor.
something unknown.
a blink of the third eye
and the shift that comes
with the territory.
an allegory of defecated fantasy.
the numb adherence to the failed
present.
scenes unrealistic pervade,
senses of established logic.
a forfeit, the price of honesty.
perverted dreams
and distracted conflagration.
breakfast manufactured,
drunk history
blurred.
remembered.
sullen,
open,
and laid bare.
read like fiction,
spread open to see
fleshy innards.
dirty clothes, greasy hair,
disheveled ideology
emotional in nature.
undecided and undeclared.
i sacrificed,
i took the blanket filled with disease.
infested with lice.
bed bugs, a presentation of nightmares.
bloody.
bitten.
ugly.
studied trends of the younger,
an understatement of passion.
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