I wanted to cry,
tears never came down
I wanted to scream
but no voice came out
I wanted to feel
the pain and sorrow
But i think(i know) i’m just
to numb to feel it
So i put on a smile
And be the pretender
Coz’ showing your weakness
makes you more pathetic
So just keep on laughing
at least you can forget
about it for a while
than dying here inside