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Darkness

Have you ever been afraid of darkness?
Had that weird feeling that it could overtake you? chew you up and spit you out?
Or have you had a fear of the light, from which the unknown emerges
Both light and dark hold power, and neither works without the other consent.
Being scared of them just plays tricks on your mind,
the laughing souls of a joke gone to far,
firing up every last little scream, choking it to the ground.
Have you ever looked back on the past and noticed the errors you could have corrected?
All of the could haves entwined with each other in a ball you will see again one day,
but when that day comes it shall be to late, for the possession of it will be in another’s use
I assure you that you mustn’t worry, the more fear that is produced the harder it will be when that time comes.
Have you ever cried or screamed because you felt like darkness was winning?
Have you cried or screamed because the light and present are to much?
Inside you know, you remember, light was meant to be your saviour but is it really all that it seems?
Have you ever been called a wimp because of the fear drilling inside?
Who says your a wimp? Your just like every other who concealed themselves.
You say your not afraid of dying, then why when struck with a blade cower?
Your life is set to the line, you don’t have to even be strong, just strong enough to keep going and never stop
The faith of everyone you know will guide you, you wont be let down ever in a million years
Have you ever been at the stage where anything is possible?
And then in a blink of an eye the world crashes below your feet,
you stand no chance and feel the need to give up.
Never expect things to go to plan, its the strange messed up occurrences which make a life see new things.
What happens if you don’t know what your afraid of?
You cherish the moments which matter and live life day by day.
Live every second like its your last! Never give up no matter what happens!
You could be afraid of things getting you and munching on you like there’s no tomorrow
Or maybe its the spirits which you run your emotions from
If so there is no need, why worry about the supernatural occurrences?
They shall not harm you, that’s what’s needed from the heart
Embrace their warm desire, they are peaceful beings with a place non like ours,
there souls distanced from ours.
You know if you saw something odd it wouldn’t bother you as much as the fear lurking inside,
not everything is as scary as it seems, its just the point where you have to get over it
Sometimes you worry about your existence, is worth it
Whether those who say they care really do
When you finally realize the truth you understand nothing is evil, only good and neutral exist, and the outcasts which get sent away
Eventually you will feel that the other beings will be like non other, they hold great meaning and power
Your not the only one out there with a stabbing wound from what can not be fixed
If only you understood what actual life there was other than a grim, cruel one which takes away with care
The future can only follow what you tell it, make it be a dark hateful one,
or stare it away and make it a worth while
For those who see the future the past can only disappear
Its a time lost in a paradox of another dimension spiralling through the open space
Have you ever felt there’s no other feeling than hate?
Has the love gone out of whatever gate you have left?
Has the feeling of deja vu been so mighty its all you have reason to think about
You know deep down inside your afraid of what lies beyond the border
But why let that fear haunt your desires?
Have you ever felt like there’s nothing there to help you?
Or let your imagination drift away to a distant land never to return
The feeling of something grabbing you and dragging you away,
Your interest could expire to create one last clicking clock which when stops, stops your lifeline forever
Fairy tales don’t exist in this forsaken world, just harsh truths and lies
Make a promise to yourself to not go any further than what you can handle
What’s the point of going overboard and regretting it for the rest of your damned life
Have people ever called you mad or laughed at you for being different?
This is what makes you special, one more comment could make a stronger you
There will come a time where you’ve had enough of the rubbish,
There may come a time when it gets to much to go on
But you mustn’t give up, for if you give up you take the easy way out and defeat the whole purpose of what you have done
You may be worried from the touch of another being, one which will never be quite human
It only wanted a shot at breaking the border between hidden worlds
But you ran away because the fear was to much, you crushed their poor innocence with your obnoxious behaviour
You probably feel your alone and have no one to turn to,
but your responsible for someone else in the world
When you cry, they laugh to heal the pain
When you scream, they sing to fix the broken
When your frown, they smile to lift the sins of the scattered
Look deep from within to find the ore to which the center folds
The terror you once had will be something you never cower at
You get told your insane, not trusted and pushed to the side
You find yourself feeling distanced once again but then find a hidden meaning which becomes so clear,
like a sparkling diamond shimmering in the sky
You were really destined for greatness, don’t throw your life away
You can be the hero which never helped you,
you can fixed the wounds of a broken stranger and teach them the way to go
You want to make a difference but fear for the worst and all hopes of being free escape and the darkness grips its long black claws into you and pulls you back
The depression you feel is once again eating at your heart, like it will never leave
Just when you fear all hope is gone once again, you find a change of heart
The presence you feel has gone
And the claustrophobic air changes to a cool winters breeze in early spring
The feeling is of no stress nor anger or scarce
In fact you feel relieved, like you’ve done some good in the world
What has happened?
Has the spirit gone? Or has in entered inside of you
Your clogged up mind makes it hard to think,
you feel like your floating on a cloud boat in the sky
What a weird feeling indeed
Has the impossible been possible?
The uneasy feeling comes and goes from your body through time but its far different then you once felt
The past is filled with terrifying memories
The presence is filled with happiness which can only get better and better
And the future has yet to be decided

i thought of it when i was in deep thought about things, i hope ya'll like it.

#Dark #DepressionLight




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