Hurt
Why did you do it?
You hurt me the most,
But no one even noticed.
Why did you lead me on.
Lead me on to think you were good? But you weren’t good,
You were evil.
I always thought it was me.
But it wasn’t me was it?
It was you,
That drink was you.
It made me hurt.
With that bad drink.
So when you were gone,
I was scared.
Not scared for where you were,
But scared for me.
Scared you would come back.
I was even more scared,
That you’d do it again.
And I didn’t want that.
So I hide,
Forever.
Scared, lonely, Dreaming, waiting.
Waiting for the day,
When I don’t have to worry.
Dreaming for the day,
When I will be free.
Free of fear,
No more worries.
Worrying for my life.
A life I wanna live.
Without bruises,
Without pain,
And lies.
(2014)
