Chapter 1 - Page 1
I was born into this strange unknown world.
It remains a blur.
A fog not even a memory faded.
Who will I be?
What will I do?
Who has the answers?
Where will I go?
Who will know me?
Who will love me?
Who will fear me?
Who will mock me?
Who will kill me?
Who will rape me?
Who will steal from me?
Who will lie to me?
Who will hurt me?
Who will desert me?
Who will con & deceive?
Who will save me?
Who will befriend me?
Who will trust me?
Who will count on me?
Who will stop me?
Who will protect me?
Who will screw me?
Who will help me?
Who will want me?
Who would die for me?
Who will I die for?
What is my destiny?
Will my dreams die or come true?
Will my nightmares haunt me forever?
Will I ever forgive?
Can I ever forget?
Time can’t change the past.
My hatred continues to last.
What is my destiny for the rest of me?
In the least I will never have peace.
Should I put my age on this page?
Soon the night will bring the moon.
I will awaken at noon.
You care enough to stare.
You walked up to me to talk to me.
the hour grew sour.
You drove away far in your car.
I made a wish on the first star.
Should I go to Dublin and go into a bar?
Who wants to go?
Will you stay there in the snow?
Because it’s only your family you want to know.
I want you near.
But I don’t want to be here.
You might wonder why
but sometimes I want to die,
that might make us sad and cry,
But do you really want to be my committed guy?
Without having too much to try.
Or would you rather say goodbye?
