A fear
you watch me like a hawk
oh can you feel me squirm?
away from you
and i flinch at your touch
you leave early in the morning
seal the evening with a kiss
our lips clash
let me stay like that with you for a while
it’s the only time i ever feel myself
but you go
and i’m left alone in this ocean of a bed
you don’t call
what did i expect darling?
too much apparently
i won’t see you for weeks
and i am fragile
in the palm of your hand
twisting and turning
you try to break me
i screamed out loud
no
i can’t do this anymore dear
i’ll run
i swear i’ll run if i have to
