Who are you to force me to live a life not worth living.

I do not speak of death. I do not speak of breath.

I speak of living a life forced into love from a man I do not feel.

Forced into a church I can not hear.

Stuck in a fantasy you are making me believe is possible.

Must I say what I want. Or just be threatened all over again.

I want to be loved.

I want to be wanted.

I lust to be needed.

But no one cares about me.

Not even I do anymore.

All I wanted was my happy family.