I feel..... therefore...... I am
There is a certain genesis in everyone I see. The lack of knowledge portrays the unawareness of certain destinations brought on by my own hands. Fear brings me to haste decisions... Irrational choices brought on by what I see..... and believe I can not change. I have nothing to offer; only honest conversation of my failures and flaws.
I have shed new tears for a new sadness. I have let go of a future that is yet to be lived. Chances I fear of taking....love I dream of making.
My foundation was shaken underneath me in times past. The lack of chivalry.....patience.....and love brought on a flood of indescribable confusion within me.
I went too far to ask anyone to turn around and go back to the beginning. I have lost so much time. I have put myself back together with the knowledge of mistakes.
I’m passive by heart........ Aggressive by nature
I’m starved for affection.
This affection has the tendency to be masked with an untimely and unannounced sense of rejection.
Love is all I wish to convey.....so if I may be allowed to say.... I am a growing human being who dreams of being seen as a man.
