shocking realization
The empowerment of emotions
you feel in every vein of your body
is nothing but unpleasant.
Unsure of your state of mind,
accepting reality leaves an innocent
soul lost left with no remorse
and only betrayal.
Relief, its seeming to be the only life
that keeps you going on,
knowing you will never experience
anything like it again.
It’s over.
Being knowledgeable of your loved ones
keeping them close always
while accepting the truth of all things,
knowing you were living a lie.
The ability to strengthen such a weak brittle human being
no matter how many scars were layered.
To never give up.
You can get through this.
You got this.
The feelings are unexplainable,
leaving you with questions
yet all your questions have already been answered.
Who would ever wanna continually crush
an already brittle soul; nobody, only something so heartless
an cold could do such a thing.
Blind by love an dependency, sadly, even death leaves us clueless.
Being torn emotionally by something
you dedicated everything to.
You will find it difficult and be trustworthy of only hope
and that is all.
You must find it within yourself
to finally move on an understand
that there’s more to life an each life is special.
You are your only responsibility
and your happiness is your choice.
Others come when you learn to love yourself,
it’s then when you realize everything.
It’s then when you open your eyes to the facts
and accept the term emotional abuse.
You’ve learned, and you did it on your own.
Realizing you were being emotionally abused. Everyone seeing it yet you were blind. Then finally coming to realization what was happening, overwhelmed by how much time wasted. An realizing all the people you shut out that were only trying to help you see. Last but not least, having a huge heart and caring about a person more then your own well being, when none of it actually meant anything. Hence; time wasted, life lessons.
