Adore, Despise, Appreciate, loathe, Hate, LOVE
Here you are still in my life day to day
Because I couldn’t bear for you to go away,
The spectrum of feelings I have for you,
All the emotions I have to run through.
They are all there and there are plenty,
Yet I wonder how there can be so many.
Lets start with appreciation for that I do,
For simple things I know I can count on you.
For allowing me a way to and fro,
This in whole to you I do owe.
I appreciate that you stayed when it all fell,
With me you chose to continue to dwell.
It for sure would have taken me too,
Knowing I couldn’t live without you.
I swear that you are who I adore,
No matter how many times I end up on the floor.
Your charisma and charms shine so bright,
Makes time spent with you a delight.
You can pick me up when I’m down,
And turn away my sad frown.
You hug me when you see me sad,
And for that I can always be glad.
Then through the day other feelings arise,
And you are the one that I despise.
A bad taste in my mouth you left behind.
Because what you did was cruel and unkind.
The true you has become crystal clear,
A player, a dick, and a liar you are my dear.
Onward we turn to the emotion of loathe,
A wolf you are, in sheep skin you clothe.
You say what one wants and needs to hear,
Knowing none of it is sincere.
The reason I look at you and see disgust,
Is because you made me feel you I could trust.
The easy for you way you tossed us astray,
And the pathetic roll for you I did play.
I hate you for hurting me this deep,
Many nights I have lost peaceful sleep.
You have destroyed me in more ways then one,
The weight on my heart feels like a ton.
I look at you and know what you did to me,
And if you feel pain, that I do not see.
I hate you because you don’t feel the pain like me,
And that you could make me feel like a nobody.
But damn it I know deep down in my soul,
That I love you, not in part but as a whole.
Even though all these emotions run rampant each day,
Love for you I will always display.
You in no way deserve the love that I give,
But it’s always here for as long as I live.
I know in the end you will go away,
That’s when parts of me will start to decay.
I know that when I take my last breath,
Love for you I will take to my death!
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