Sometimes the loss is all you have, no thoughts or images
Blurred vision, contempt for what you still endure, alone.

I lost everyone that meant something to me, ones who are supposed to ride with me until my very last breath... yet I continue to breath alone, my heart beats cold, lost for good.

I can’t imagine eternity in this secluded existence, such beauty they say... So intelligent, bright, young lady who will over come this, who will rise above, who will not lose herself to her sorrow... who will just manage to live.

I inhale and it hurts, I cry and listen to the cracking of my soul, the melting of my hopes and the white flag of surrender is held high at my side with what little strength I have to gather.

I am nothing in a world full of everything, how will anyone see me if no one is looking, will I forever live in a world so alone?