Enemies in your head mourning in your soul. I’m so sensitive and weary no one can console
These emotions inside my chest
I need a life vest
To save me from myself. To show my best
I’m yelling so loud but sound will not leave my lips
I exert to an extent. My body falls limp like a heart full of lies. I flee to the darkness. How can I awaken once more? It’s cold in here dead in here. I cannot move I cannot feel. Though my emotions do not seem real. I am frozen in time. I am trapped with fear. I feel my ending is near. I pray to my god but he cannot hear me. This sudden wrath of envy for those who walk among the light it astounds me. I can’t even think for myself. Running through the doors in my mind. Deeper and deeper with every breath I take. I lose my direction and I am locked inside. The door has been locked up so tight. As I grip the handle and pour in all my strength. It is ignited with flames of fear. Every tear falls down and floods to this floor. The floor of my memories the happiness and the pain. Through all this knowledge of my entrapment what is there To gain? So many years so many tears. So many people. So many hearts so many charts in my heart of hearts. How can I say good bye? If hello is so far away?  I must fight to my dismay. To open the doors and unlock these fears upon all these years in my head? I will not stay down I beg of theme. To let this light come inside of me. Battle my foes one by one. My heart beats into my chest and I am all a mess. But I come out with the shine pouring the daylight onto me! I am free.