I take a stance of bravado yet I seem to be falling apart my deepest fears coming to fruition sooner than I thought what am I to do Control is out of reach and now i can’t go to sleep my mind tends to wander 2 am in the morning and still no sign of clarity sleep is my escape and music my lover trapped within a cuspt or rather a battle between  love and hatered 4 all I’ve done disgraceful things but still have no trouble sinning sumone help.