My body aches, my heart feels old and this life I live I don’t know anymore. Who am I suppose to be, I know I’m messed up but why did this choose me. I’m becoming numb, less a person, the less I start to feel. Hands around my neck, no air to breathe, time is still. Nothing to crave but this evil will. Broke inside, a death unreal. Walks of shame, time stands still. Sorrow my will, nothing to give, memories of loss, a soul to heal, time stands still. Waiting for tomorrow when tomorrow is already here, no more waiting, time stands still.