W e awake so new so refresh just to stumble about our old familir ways, we have officialy detached ourselves from one another, you dont see what i see the coution that i take you refuse to notice you are cought up on your own self worth...
Push and push and advocate for self,  for self and self only always thinking that i am one sided when the mirror shows clearly that it is not me,
Deeper than the sea i attempt, higher than the clouds of nine i attempt hotter than the roaring fires ablazing, me I attempt, but this battle, this WAR, i am ready for a ending,

You’re options are all wrong i do know this, speaking know from a selfish stand point you are not hear with me, you want only what you want, nothing else matter, you go for this imaginary life but one thing is sure we are done, my spirit told me so .........

How can i even began to move on once youre gone this process will be greatly appreciated believe you me it will be a majoir win for myself. a brand new kind of me with the same ol holsome value witch i valued deeply.

Socialpath tendencies carry heavy weight and burdens upon shoulders when communication accure between us two, for you use people in a light that benefits you, just you, and yet has this need to please, to people please, but not youre husband NOT ME, thats backwards of the world to please who and what ever but not the main goal in life unless in fact the spouse is not the main goal,
Body, hair, clothing, shoping, manicures and petticures those are your comforts, need i say VANITY!!!!