I care
I was told I’m humble
Yet the size of my ego
Cant even let me mumble
Just one emotion deep within
That’d been too hard to bear
That emotion of love
A love that isn’t quite love
For it hadn’t been properly
Nourished
But today
Out of myself
I’ll make a fool
I’ve cared for you
Since two years in past
Tried my hardest not to want
Something that cannot last
I love you in silence
Even before I caught the courage
To mumble it in your ears
Long past after
Trying to hide it with that shade
Even now as i slide under my sheets
I have cared
I care
And I’m afraid I’ll always care
Without reason
Without ways to protect myself
I care just enough
That your absence have me wondering
Your presence have me mourning
Your goodbye taste more bitter
Than pain
Your good morning feels like a dream
I don’t wish to dream
I care in my sleep
I care
I care
I can’t justify
My reason
But i just care
