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YuHr R-turn

Hip-hop beats shall parade
homeboys shall bow down
as you enter
they gonn be ready
for your return
aint tryna make judgments
but as people grow
they learn the cruelty side of life
and they fight harder to survive
but you reiterate these mistakes
promising to change every time
and it’s the same rules
only stricter
cuz some people learn from their mistakes
others go around seeking pity
demanding nature to follow their laws
to follow their leads
the trees shall be fearful
cuz you smoke em out like oxygen
aint you ever truly gonn try to change?
heartbeats upgrade and it loses its pace
 
This time, we’ll surround each other
but communications won’t be made
our eyes shall connect
but mentally we’re apart
I respect your story
though it’s surrounded by a problematic plot
in which no details are to be made
and I don’t know the highest of your obstacles
as you hid your pains
I didn’t know how to save you from yourself
aint tryna fix the past
the pains might never heal
then again, I’m only staring
at the remaining scars
I’ll be myself this time
I won’t block you out
so your defense won’t be to prove me wrong
I’ll be in my own zone
everybody’s giving up on me
but loneliness is the perfect choice
in this quiz created for failure
if I’d have to be surrounded by
those who are here for their own gains
to cripple me in my miserable past
I’ve got a feeling
that the expression in your eyes
will be saying “I’m back now
let’s move on together”
as if you never betrayed my trust
and took my innocence with you
but I can’t ignore my instincts
I shall let you be
just because you’re not worth to keep
and it’s better left this way
 
Love ain’t sacred no more
cuz it’s applied in place of lust
everything’s gotten blurry
can’t repeat those mistakes I made
can’t afford for tears
to chop deep within my soul
it’s cruel for you to admit your lies
then again i wouldn’t be beside you to listen
as your lies portrays as naked truth
the truth is mistakenly unbelievable
so, find yourself
the strongest way is alone
revive from your wrongs
you’re too smart to live a lie
as time shall not rewind
smiles shall be faded
cuz you’d lost control
just admit that you lose
and I can’t act like nothing happened
I got lost so deep
got played as the rest
and it kills me, what I’d done
 
Yo! it’s your return
moments trying to recover
if we gotta be deaf
so we don’t hear them pity words
if we gotta be mute
to trap inside the what ifs
then let it be
your heart shall set you free
the fire shall die out
and you shall find yourself
cuz I took part in causing you pains
I know we’re of different mindsets
as you hear all that I’d done
remember I told you
that all truth shall be told
but it depends on which you’d take as truths
deep down I know you’ll try your best
in which you’re replaying the past through
when the past is not worth the pain
and you can’t live the past in chance of making
the future into something it’s not
I know it’s all so simple to you
but then again, the others too
I’ll get over my own truth
as you’re no longer a mirage
and as your face appears
I shall be strong enough to run
if it wasn’t worth it before
then it shall never be
ayy... you return
Drey... it’s your return
returning to upgrade yourself
into a better you
you’ll try to gain me back
but I’m the gold mine you stole from
sent others to seek my treasure
don’t return to own my property
you’d save me from my illusion
and I’ll be stuck like glue to my God
your return is not worth
giving up all, to end again
with no gain, just pain

Whomever it may concern:
love potrays the goods
slowly it dies
leaves you to find yourself
##ALONE!

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