It won’t be pretty the tears the snot the mess Lifetimes

I’m in the darkness You can’t intervene It’s just what I need For light to shine clean

Seems like I’ve tried so many tim… To kill myself but just won’t die Chosen the worst paths and the cri… And always out the other side

I’ve driven self along my quest I think it might be time for rest To take steps back and then assess What it might mean to be my best

I think it’s just about time for m… Pack on up and head to the Great… Maybe if I sever all my human tie… My outer world will match the one…

We might be just a bit fucked up And, God, I hope that’s true ‘Cause that means life is nothing… The deepest passion’s hue

My heart tells me That you’re no good I’m pretty sure That’s why I should I’ve never been

I was born for this Reflexes like a puss Even when I’m pissed

We were having the time of our liv… Two friends seeking joy We bonded over the basest things Doughnuts, kerosene, and Playboys

Let me make Home for you That rivals Kathmandu Hugs, kisses

The only time I lost control Was when you threatened my househo… You made me choose the dreadful pa… So I created a blood bath

My soul taught me a thing tonight That you don’t always get your lik… And when things don’t work like th… You will adapt, and be all good

To see the best of me Play a symphony That moves my feet

I’d like to see Some more of you But only if You think that’s cool If you would want