I am broken, broken into pieces. Shattered, unreconizable. Who am I? Have I ever really known?  Feelings flood me like a tsunami, crashing down in waves of sadness and dispair. Trapped inside my own thoughts and fears. Emotions that i didn’t know were still here. A prisoner in my own head. Shackled by fears of the past. Will my head ever clear? Will I ever be free? Thoughts racing, palms sweaty, ready to turn and run. Can i do this?   Can you fixed shattered? Only way to know is to stay and fight my demons, pick up my pieces, surrender myself to recovery, find FREEDOM.