Black and blue

Pressure builds, heart beats quick

No clue what to do

The sight of love makes me sick

Twisting and turning

Nowhere to go

Stomach aching heart burning

Tumbling down the empty hole

Down, down, down

No return, a tragic death I yearn

I can’t even make a sound

But still my heart burns, burns

Can barely catch my breath

The panic comes over me

Maybe peace lies within death

This razor will help me see

Spinning down this helpless dissent

I can’t bare this pain any more

In suicide I find content

But I single father I am, other options I must explore

Going lower down this endless abyss

Trying everything to stop from falling

My son, the only person I’ll miss

It’s the only reason I’m stalling

No one cares if I’m gone

Let’s get this over, I’m going to do it

Just bringing that blade to my wrist takes so long

Shaking, I’m too scared to go through with it

This horrible feeling came on to soon

It’s only been an hour

A depression bloom

Getting crushed under its power

Hitting bottom there’s no going back

Isolating myself from everything

I’m an emotional wreck

I give up I’m nothing