Arc of Death
spacelessness– timelessness,
nightmare awakening consciousness.
Hell as
anti-spacelessness,
anti-timelessness.
Sin marks distinction of self,
beast, cells, lovelessness.
Emergent decay of body,
plants, bugs, beasts, God.
Bullets leaving holes
distinguishing Sin, Free Will, Terror, Survival.
Erasure mimicking death,
awareness yearning suicide.
Lovelessness yearning all, yet
unable to distinguish any.
Heroin said to enable self-love,
an escape from erasure.
Psilocybin to enable self-awareness,
an escape from escaping.
Vulnerability untangling lovelessness,
palliatively for the swiftness of decay,
urgently with justice against tyranny.
The vulnerability of resistance,
joy, last act of love, truest form of resistance.
emergent acceptance of decay,
trusting of mindfulness in dreadful anticipation,
transformation of material emotion,
into ego death and dis-attachment.
persistence to presence and impermanence,
vulnerability deepening loving connections,
communication revealing endless space and time.
