I love you so much, it hurts. I don’t understand that part of it.

My love is the most pure gift i have to give you, the most preciouus thing I have and i give it to you without reservation or condition. It bears no ties. I ask for nothing in return, only to feel your acceptance of my love.

The giving of unconditional love shouldn’t be painful.
Maybe the pain is the secret craving I have for the gift of your love in return, and even though you offer me exactly that and more, and I welcome it with open arms, the pain remains.

Could it be the time we spend apart that causes this pain and the prospect of enduring endless days without you’re reassuring touch? If that is the cause then why, when you are once again in my arms, does the pain remain?

Is it caused by the unrelenting desire I have to demonstrate my love to you? Consideration, kindness, affection,  adoration, passion, I offer all these things to you effortlessly and tirelessly, and by the same way, your love is clear to me. So why does the pain remain?

I do not seek a cure for this pain. I just  need an explanation, an understanding of its origin, its cause, so that if ever the pain subsides, I know how to get it back.