A Fresh Start.
Dedicated to my best friend, McKenzie Pearson and boyfriend, Jordan Pfaff.
She picks up the bottle, she dumps out the pills.
What will her dad think, how will he feel?
She thinks it all over, what should she do?
She’s back where she started, lost and confused.
She pictures her funeral, who all will show?
She remembers her nephew, just two weeks old.
He wont get to know her, she cant watch him grow.
She thinks about her mom..
When she was just a child, her mother would hold her,
“Don’t worry about it babe, it’s just for a little while.”
She remembers the abuse, all the times her body was misused.
Will she see those men in Hell?
Is that where she’ll go?
She goes to the kitchen, she picks up the knife.
Maybe she’ll use this, to end the pain her life.
She just can’t do it, she has to give up.
What will her friends think?
“She was just too weak….”
She puts down the knife, she looks at the gun.
She thinks to her self, “this is the one.”
She remembers her promise to her boyfriend, “I wont give up.”
She never breaks her promises, but she’s just had too much!
She walks to her bedroom she looks all around.
She picks up the phone, she calls her best friend.
McKenzie doesn’t say a word, but she can hear her on the other end.
“Please forgive me, I need you in my life. I’m lost here without you, nothing seems right.”
They talk for awhile, they feel each others pain.
She feels like they wiped the sleight clean, she has a fresh start.
She’ll do better this time, she has two amazing people by her side.
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