but
My thoughts wonder
But my brain is shut down
Screams in my ears
But I’m deaf
My eye sight vision is good
But it gets blurry and get blocked away
I can smell
But my nose clogged up
I can feel but nothing would move and as for today
Its just another boring day
No strength I’m weak
No energy I’m bummed
And to add it up sum
My mum was gone and I was on my own
I was in the house all alone
And when I pick up my phone and go to the dial tone my body shuts down and tells me no
My begun to shake like a earthquake
The room start spinning like a hurricane
I thought I broke my legs and that’s another thing I can not feel
Arms feel like noodles
Even though I can’t feel
I know its real and in till then my body shuts down
In till then my body delays so I can get back straight and I know its late but its better now then later I fall asleep and pray when I get up I feel better the next day
(2015)
About feeling shut down
