the depression seeps over me creep… Thought this was forever love gues… the thoughts still collect as ever…

I love lying on your chest even though you’re asleep. I love laying next to you listening to your heartbeat. each word you speak

Is highschool over? the time is closer I’m tired of school & teenage drool. This shit ain’t cool.

I miss you you’ve been dead to me for a while… even though I see your smile it’s not the same not by a mile. you hug me but your a stranger

I hurt people and expect them to s… I’m living a lie inside my mind. I shut you out then ask why are yo… I don’t know how to cope with feel…

I had a lack of lust isn’t that something? towards the… wouldn’t that be the first thing?… guess not with me your lucky numbe…

is there no one perfect for me? is it alone I must be lord loving girls isn’t right so I… where ever could he be? please send him to me

that’s one thing I hate baby sweet nothings in my ear while you…

I thought this was all a phase but seems to be all be repeated I want to end the cycle. I want to disappear & never reappe… maybe it’s all one large fear

I feel numb. far away a little dumb. is it me holding the gun? I wanted to play along but it’s no… I’m tired of the games it’s not al…

I want to wrap myself around you &…

She was dressed in white looking in her eyes were too brigh… even in her smile i saw fright. I wonder what she thought about at… It’s a shame good things can’t hap…