Pathetic
If things were as they were
Would I still cry my self to sleep?
Would I feel so empty and alone?
Would I kill my self slowly for losing the best part of me?
Its not fair to say you were mine
Because you never were
Fantasies took over me
As I mistook your kindness for love
Now I am forced to shove feelings I never wanted aside
Like an unwanted child brought into the world
Just like I am to you, unwanted.
Pathetic I am for falling for the perfect lies you told
Tripping over your words
I knew you never meant what you said
But I always came back for more
Loving the split second of attention you gave me
And feeling so alone when you left
You’ve moved on and so should I
But I linger behind you
Like the oder of a rotting corps,
Waiting for my turn
Hoping you’ll notice me
Wanting things to go back to how they were.
