Betrayed by the one I trusted the most

Filled my head with words unspeakable

& my heart unbreakable

Well, at least that’s what I thought

Told me lies I never thought you’d tell

Because if you were who I assumed you were.

You wouldn’t have hurt me the way you did

Resentment stowed upon my soul

Never thought you’d do anything to hurt me

But I had the misconception that you actually loved me

Your heart was false just like the words you said

Lead me to believe the bullshit you told me

& made my heart feel as if it was home every time you’d hold me

From a genuine nigga to a pretentious motherfvcker I never thought you were

I chose to tell you the truth and give you all of me

But you chose to lie and destroy what was left of me

I was unfair I admit to that

But I ask for the truth and you lied to me as if I couldn’t see through that

We created something so beautiful

& I was stupid enough to believe it was something real

You put on this act and for who?

Or could it be that your feelings ar real throughout the blissful moments we spent creating memories I never thought my heart would feel

Until I realised that I’m not the only one you spend your time with

Loving, cherishing, I mean, I know your feelings were real

But whats the point if you feel the same way about somebody other than me

You broke my trust

Looked me in my eyes and said the rumours are bullshit

Although I already knew the truth

You decided to play me by putting on an act

When really, game is what you lack

I gave you my heart, my soul, my time

But I guess it wasn’t good enough for you

Make me understand why your intentions were to hurt me

To play me out

To betray my trust

And destroy my soul

You claim I hurt you by not telling you “I love you too”

Yet you lied and I cried

I hurt but I tried

I could lie and say I don’t love you

Yet we both know I do

& since you claim to care,

Since you claim to love me,

I can’t lie and say you’re just friend

Because I can’t bare the thought of hurting you like you hurt me

But what kind of love doesn’t hurt so bad?

What kind of love doesn’t make you sad?

The kind where one won’t admit they love you...

I love you...