(2014)
#Pain
I can feel it coming Decisions I can’t make Brain starts to freeze Fingers won’t work Sick of this disease
Have you ever felt A hole inside of you Something dead inside Where your heart Is supposed to be?
To be genius means To not follow the rules You don’t have to I wish to be smart But not self-important
How can I write how I feel When what I feel is nothing? How can I tell you what I need, What is wrong? When what is wrong
If you find someone That can do it Better than you Get them on your team
Filler words Put me to sleep Added to cushion Take away my pillow Blunt words to wake up
This world is covered in bias It’s all over you It’s all over me too This world is covered in bias It shades our words
Desperate for his attention Knowing it will drive him away Jealous of a game - how lame Choking self-esteem where I lay Desperate for his affection
Why do we love sunsets? Distinguishing fascination What other species Must stop and stare A romantic couple
The E’s squeak by The I’s are too excited The U’s come after Q But the A’s and the O’s They flow
We Are me and you Together Two hearts Two minds
He says I could never Get away with murder For I leave Pieces of me everywhere
I need to tell you How to survive With our disposition It’s okay to cry Maybe
Some I like to share Fresh out of the oven Don’t let it get cold That’s why I wrote it Emotions in that moment
I know it’s for the best But it still hurts Hearing mothers complain For what I would give anything fo… My husband says no