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enlightenment
I close my eye’s.. I’m 8 on my swing.. In my mom and dads front yard.My cousins have all just moved away..Leaving me behind... I am alone..Except for my little brother.who is only 4..swinging... Alone.. clouds overhead. leaves falling gently to the ground..the earth still wet from a Thunder shower..The smells swirl around me..Things were different from that day on..5 were to leave..Only 4 would come home.. Sadness over took the family nearly 2 years later..That wasn’t my first loss. it was to be my second..Losing my Grandmother as well.But As sad as i was.. As sad as i am..I soon began to HATE God..I was so angry with him..Why didn’t he save them? Why did he take them away..Why ..... It took many more year’s and more loss for me to understand... And begin to heal.I heard my Daddy cry the night his mommy died....I felt his tremendous loss....when i heard my Daddy Cry... I cant say for sure that i am Religious..But I will say i feel thing’s deep inside my soul... And yes i believe i do have a soul..It has been handed down especially for me..Some people shut me out.. close the door on my simple views... I am unimportant..I can NOT do that.. EVERYONE. has an important roll in his/her life.From Birth to death. we ARE here for a reason. Don’t cheat yourself.. Do things you normally would not... Love and let yourself be loved right back.. include and not exclude..and find who YOU are.. let You Shine On....From me to you..Loves you I do.
