Moments in the past that blows me into a feeling that girls are mice,

that bite when they have too, holding the teeth marks of how you finally walked away,

while I was sucked in thoughts of you never leaving me, for I was the realist nigga you ever been with, like you used to say,

Moments of thinking how the birds flying free when blowing the winds of temptations with the homies, sleeping around with falcons,

foul girls that con me with the short dresses and make up, knowing that I had any angel at home....... demon mentality’s surrounded by lies and delusions,

By finally she hit me with the break up pain that caused me the same pain she felt,

I jump in moments where I was at my most  joyful memories, and the guess was when I was with you,

But now you are with lessons taught for my betrayal, I guess that why you choose the single life style,

But

if I could, I would turn back the hands of time and stood me ground, put my fists up and fought temptation,

And honestly with the thug love, you gave me constantly, I would have won, an intelligent guy like you would say, yeah so belligerent,

For stupidity is smart when you fall back to the circles of foolish behaviors, says the scared little boy in me, who fears heart pain,

But hey.....

stupidity is stupid actions of a smart guy who literally throws away a jacket knowing very will that a blitzed is come tomorrow,

king of sorrows are those niggas like me, who miss  what they should have never left behind.

—Lebron Spirits