If only you knew
The deep pain I carry around
The feeling of worthlessness
And absoulute nothingness
The smiles I fake in my
Debuting roll in this drama -
Called life
To improvise every step
Of my journey with a heavy heart
Hiding in the sound of silence
Is my soul, longing for a
Grain of happiness
Longing for the sweet caress of touch
Screaming louder then the
Blackest days of my life
Waiting...
Waiting for understanding
Or reply
At last no one hears
My deepest cries for help
All ignoring the silence -
The silence before the storm