lost between emotions
Like a dark cloud my days have turned
My soul,
like a wound that’s rapidly burnt,
I try to find closure
Hoping for a better future
But the images of my scattered heart
Brings scribbles of terrible fear and no beautiful art.
Like a defeated soldier, afraid of war
I am convinced by my own thoughts
I will once again be broken and sore.
My thoughts, in a dark tunnel they search, search for light
Light that could cease the sorrow, tears & fear
But it is out of sight.
Do I cry out?
Will I ever get help?, I doubt.
As I stand in this dark cloud
Lost between emotions
I pretend, pretend to be proud
I show this smile, that smile that blocks multiple questions.
(2013)
