Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.

Woah. The bright sky Makes me want to live, And the grass Smells too good to miss.

If I should die before I wake, don’t cry, For that was what I always wanted…

I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.

But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,

He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…

I often cajole myself Into crying, But I refrain. I know I’ll never stop.

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.

I’m so broken, And the glass stings were my façad… There’s nothing left to do. There’s nothing left to say. There’s no air left for me to brea…

I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.

I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?