You met me in the winter When I was a petal, Something you desperately wanted t… You loved me in the summer, Underneath the palm oil trees

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said

Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,

My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,

I’m so broken, And the glass stings were my façad… There’s nothing left to do. There’s nothing left to say. There’s no air left for me to brea…

He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…

I am a plummeting plane. I see the clouds go past, And I close my eyes, sometimes, But I still feel where I’m going. Sometimes, I feel that

I often cajole myself Into crying, But I refrain. I know I’ll never stop.

I feel that one never stops Loving their past loved ones. The nostalgia remembers all the Times when you slept in their bed, When you first opened up,

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is