My Struggle
my soul's initiation
MY STRUGGLE
GROWING UP, FEELING LIKE A MOTHERLESS CHILD
WHO NEVER GOT ANY JUSTICE
BUT, AFTER YEARS, OF HARD WORK AND RESEARCHIG LIFE
IT STILL LEFT ME TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS
HOW GOD, WELCOMES EVERYONE IN HIS HEART, EACH AND EVERY DIFFERENT WAY
AND SINCE, I AM OF LEO DECENDENT
ESOTERIC SCIENCE WAS THE WAY TO GET MY ATTENTION
IT WAS JUST SOMETHING ABOUT ASTROLOGY, THAT DRAWED ME IN
HOW CAN HOROSOPES AND ASTROLOGICAL FORCAST BE SO ACCURATE
ALONG WITH DIFFERENT PLANET ASPECTS, DICTATED MY MOOD AND CHARATER
THEN THE LAW OF ATTRACTION AND KARMA, IN ADDITIOIN, TO REINCARNATION
EXPLAINED WHY I ALWAYS FELT, I’D BEEN HER BEFORE, IN ANOTHER INCARNATION
AND WHAT IS THE LOST AKAUSHIC FILES
OH, THOSE ARE THE KARMIC DEBTS, WE HOLD INSIDE
THAT YOU HAVE TO FIND THE LESSON IN THE STRUGGLE, AND THEN RECTIFY
YOU SEE ASTROLOGY PROVES, THAT GOD IS REAL, AND LEAD YOU STRAIGHT TO HIS HEART
AND HE WANT US ALL TO ATTAIN THE KNOWLEDGE GENUINLY, WITHOUT FALLING APART
HE IS THE TRUTH, I TELL YOU WITH SUCH A BEAUTIFUL HEART
HE’LL FEEL YOU HEART WITH DEVINLY LIGHT, THAT’LL NEVER EVER GO DARK
FOR EVERY LESSON ATTAINED, YPOUR SOUL WILL THEN EVOLVE
I FOUND MY SOUL’S PURPOSE, AND CHOOSE IT OVER MONEY THAT DAY IN JUNE, WHEN I STOOD IN PANDORA’S BOX
MY HEART WAS ALL INTO MY SKETCH, DONE WITH THE PURIEST INTENT OF MY HEART
WHILE, THE LOVE AND JOY TRIGGERED MY PINEAL GLAND AND THEN ALL SEVEN CHAKRA’S WERE FULLY CHARGED
THEY DIAGNOISED ME WITH GRAVE’S DISEASE
MY GOD SAID EVERYTHING MANEFEST IN THREE
AFTER, THREE MOTHS OF MEDICATION, AND BIRTHING A CHILD
I WAS SEARCHING FOR MY SOUL’S PURPOSE
MY ASTROLOGICAL FORCAST, STATED BE PERSISTANT AND IMPROVISE
NOW DOCTOR
S CAN NO LONGER FIND THE DISEASE INSIDE
YOU SEE MR.SOCIETY KNOW THE SECRET OF THE PINEAL GLAND
SO THEY KEEP IT CASTED WITH FLOURIDE
IN OUR TOOTH PASTE, AND POLLUTED OUR WATER SUPPLY
THEREFORE, MANY SOULS HAS FORGOT
BUT IF YOU KNEW THE TRUTH, THE FDLA, WOULDN’T MAKE ANY MONEY
PLUS. JUST HIDE INFORMATION IN BOOKS, BLACK FOLKS DON’T READ, THEY’RE ALL JUST A BUNCH OF DUMMIES
GOD DID’T PUT THIS INFORMATION HERE, FOR US NOT TO FIND IT
JUST LIKE THE TORAH, 10 COMMANDMENTS, AND THE COVINENTS
BY THE WAY, THERE’S NOT SEVEN BUT TEN COVINENTS
THE ATLANTEANS, LUMERIANS, AS WELL AS THE MYANS, WAS EDITED, THANKS TO MR. SOCIETY’S INCOMPETENCE
PLUS GOD, GRANTED US FREE WILL, SO HOW CAN MR. SOCIETY, DICTATE THE PRESENCE OF YOUR CHARATER
APPEARENCE IS BASED ON HOW YOU FEEL, IT STIMULATES YOUR JOY AND LAUGHTER
I DON’T CARE WHAT MR. SOCIETY SAY’S I HAVE MY OWN SWAGGER
YOU HAVE TO RESPECT MOTHER NATURE’S UNIVERSE, HAVE FAITH IN GOD AND MOVE OFF OF YOUR HEARTS PURIEST INTENTIONS
THOSE ARE THE THREE MAGICAL INGREDIENTS, FOR MANEFESTATION, SHOULD I MENTION
BE TRUE TO YOURSELF, LEARN TO RECTIFY, FORGIVE AND LET GO
WHEN YOU MASTER THESE LESSONS, YOUR SOUL WILL START TO GROW
AND EVERY MAGICAL ASPECT OF YOUR NATAL CHART
WILL BE ENDOUSED THROUGH YOUR HEART
MY BLESSINGS TO EVERYONE AND MAY GOD BE THE GLORY
THIS ISN’T JUST A POEM, IT’S PERSONAL EXPERIENCE, AND MY LIFE STORY
EVERYTHING I SAY TO YOU IS TRUE, I WILL TELL YOU NON LIE
I FOUND OUT IN JUNE, THAT INORDER TO LIVE, FIRST YOU MUST DIE
HE GIVE THE HARDEST STRUGGLES, TO HIS TRUEST SOILDERS
I WAS BLESSED WITH WISDOM
UNDERSTANDING AND KNOWLEDGE
AND RECEIVED MY PHD FROM TREE OF LIFE AS TOP SCHOLAR
DON’T MISINTERPRET MY CONTENT AND PREJUDGE MY CHARATER
MY CONTENT IS MY SWAGG JUST A ADDED FACTOR
2013 STRIPED ME OF EVERTHING I LOVE
TO STOP MASCARADING BEHIND A MASK AND DEPEND ON GOD IN THE HEAVENS ABOVE
FOR IT WAS HIS GRACE AND MERCY THAT BROUGHT ME THROUGH THIS FAR
WITH THE HELP OF ASTROLOGY AND UNDERSTANDING MY NATAL CHART
WITH THE HEART OF A LION AND A SPIRIT OF A RAM
WHICH ASCENDED THE PERFECTIONIST AND MADE ME WHO I AM
I SAW THE TRUTH FOR MYSELF AND PAID OFF MY STRUGGLES
YOU HAVE ONLY SET OF FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND, CAUSE THATS WHEN HE HOLD YOU NEVER TAKING HIS HANDS FROM YOUR SHOULDERS
THIS IS JUST A GLIMPSE OF MY LIFE HUSTLES
(2014)
