What you cannot see
What you cannot see is that I am crying inside because my life has been one bumpy ride, and the more I understand the more I hurt. I have family, and friends treating me like dirt. I have been through so much pain, denial, and deception, and that is just my perception.
What you cannot see is that I am dying inside trying to maintain my position on this earth on this bumpy ride, and since birth I was infected with a demon called lies. Through the blood in my veins the demon lived, and kept me from being me, steady trying to penetrate, and take what God gives me.
What you cannot see is how God himself saved me creating miracles, and blessings that come my way all the time. Creating a feeling that starts in my spine, always remembering when he intervene making me believe that with God all things can be achieved.
What you cannot see is my worth that is more than gold, and as I get old I get more intense and my life really finally makes sense.
