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Forgive me mother

Mother do forgive me please

I never undderstood why you gave me away,
until i came face to face with you one day.
 
The look on your face was a simply blank stare
i longed for a sign of love but could not find it there.
 
Mother forgive me please.....
 
 
You never saw my first step, or even my fisrt smile
I heard that its those very moments Mother, that makes being a parent worthwhile.
 
Please know that i dont hate you Mother, i hope you understand
That all i ever wanted fron you, was for you to hold my hand.
 
 
Mother please for give me.....
 
The woman who took me in, raised me like i was her own
But somehow deep inside me, i always felt alone
 
when she died i was fifteen and she was seventy-nine
left to fend for myself, becuase of you, there was no sign
 
 
 
Mother please forgive me....
 
I am sorry Mother for how i came to be
I am sorry for causing you misery
 
i am sorry that i was never good enough
to deserve a small part of your love
 
 
 
Mother please forgive me.....
 
 
Today i have three chidren, two girls and a boy
having had them, has filled my heart with joy
 
Mother your life has moved on, and so has mine
so i pray that you forgive me, before we run out of time
 
 
Mother please forgive me.

At the age of ten days old i was in Foster care..... raised by wonderful woman Ms Williams whom died when i was only fifteen.

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