How i feel
Tears fall hard like rain again. I feel nothing but pain. My life will never change. Because of my mistakes. Weakness fills my heart again. All it does is ache. I’m like a clown I put on a show. The pain is real even if nobody knows. My world is just tumbling down. I hide behind close doors and cry when no ones around. Dear heroin, your poison is running thru my veins n pores I thought I’d forgot you but I shot you once more. I’m standing alone and nobody cares.out of everyone I trusted your still there. I’m falling apart I’m barely breathing..with a broken heart that’s still beating..I told myself I hated you I thought that was true..but now I see it you always pulled me through..if I told you I loved you that would be a lie..I would only love you if you just let me die..Ive done wrong and made my mistakes..I need a favor heroin take me today..cause I hate the way I feel tonight..this pain and misery runs deep inside..
(2008)
