Blunder
Torn and broken, heart split wide open. No I’m joking, depression falls a pond a lonely soul curled up on the floor.
Not listening to a word anyone say, see you start to bleed, you start to need and even fen for love. It’s like a drug that creeps into your blood and starts to flood throughout your veins; it starts to drive you insane.
You see her tears, pain in her eyes as she cries. But little do you know she still tries. Broken inside, she hides. Everything inside starts to die, as she fakes a smile, her soul cries out loud maybe even like a hard growl.
She’s shattered, she’s broken; you see her pain why are you still joking. It isn’t funny look what you’re doing to her. Look at what she became. A hollow shell. Stop killing her softly with your song. Please stop, everything went wrong. It wasn’t supposed-to be this way, we were supposing-to be forever now not even one letter. My dearest love why has our love come to an end.
I miss your touch oh so sharp. I miss the sight of dripping blood. You let me down you didn’t relieve the pain but you did leave story’s and painful memories. Do I dare look into my mind, I really haven’t been there in a while it scares me just to think about thinking about it. I thought I faced all my demons but I guess is still having a few left.
(2014)
