(2014)
#Love #Secrets
I say hello and you say nothing You may hear me you may even think of a response
Everyday brings a new death in three words give or take Some days I drown
I’ll keep searching for the meaning of life and I hope I find it as crumpled paper nearish a trash can
So much time passes without feeling a single thing that I think I would give anything
There seems to be a drought in my… but who knows if it is the cause or the result of the war raging within me
Under the weight of life I forget how to breathe and I feel suffocated I hesitantly make peace with the world
Everyone sees god in a different light but I was born without eyes
I’ve always been at the very least a little caught up on everything about you This idea of you
It must be a wednesday or a friday or any day at all for I am painfully aware of the wo… that consumes me
You were the wind beneath my wings but I was Icarus so all I did
All that I know how to do is write about death without dying and write about life
I see no joyous rebirth in spring for autumn will bring another death I see no joyous rebirth
I spend my nights wishing on every star in the sky that you are alive and well
I awoke from a deep sleep and knew the reason was to write I love you
I write sharp words with a sharper knife on page after page of what might as well be the skin of my back