An Honest Heart and reply of GOD
Against some confusion of my agony.
“How many times should I pay sufferings?
To Love the creatures of yours, to love the surroundings?”
To GOD, Asked by An honest heart;
With a neat inside, wearing a dirty shirt.
Twinkling a sweet smile, then said GOD:
'As long as you lay yourself to the hands of a fraud’
Heart said, "Is this the bitter truth that you designed as my fate?”
GOD said, ‘I designed too many,
You can choose any,
For your Love or for your Hate.’
Heart asked, “Why you created wrong? Why everything is not right?
Why do people only not Love, instead of doing fight?
Why everything is not beautiful or Why my brain classifies?”
GOD interrupt, ‘Can you say dying is ultimately very nice?
You will not agree, but you want rebirth
How many times you started War for the sake of peace in my lovely Earth?
You are the honest I created, but had you worked for Adam or Eve?’
“Curiosity is not a crime, and you can’t force them to leave”
The heart disagreed, with a deep sorrow inside;
It revealed the agony and could not refrain to hide.
GOD becomes happy, ‘Well, you left heaven, did I leave you?
If I am always with you then what is the difference between these two?
Do you expect GOD without Heaven?’
“But the Hell without GOD? Has it not been proven?”,
The heart cleverly added more,
“How long should I take patience to surrender you for sure?”
GOD said, ‘Surely You will get reward,
As long as you are pure heart
As long as you belief why you are made for
As long as you complain less and pray more,
As long as, to reveal the truth, you must dare
As long as you challenge death instead of fear
You are the Brave, Bold and the Best
You should come forward to win the Noble Crest
Why weep for devil? Who is the fraud, must be punished.‘
“But you could destroy the devil; what allowed it to be lived?”
Heart asked, and GOD asked reverse,
‘Again, Dear Heart! Is destruction blessings or curse?
To destroy the devil is the solution you grant,
Then what will be your disobedience to assist the devil’s hand?
I create Whim and pour it into Angel like creatures
I pour into you the same, but you both became impostors.
Now, in your judgment, with due respect, You all die,
Surprisingly you do not admit, on the contrary you deny.
But I love you all, and I want you all to come to me
With a new life, you revive and you stay where you should be.
Now whose judgment is ruthless?’
“Mine”, The heart ultimately confess.
Heart asked last, “Is that my fault, if I am loved by the fraud, where as I used to blame?”
GOD replied, ‘You hate vice is right, but expected love from Fraud is your real shame.’
(2013)
God has created wrong-right, beauty-ugly,life-death, a lot of opposites. But a true Heart is always ultimately biased because it only wants good things to be lived and the bad things to be dead. It is not the judgment or equality. Bad is also a creation, and bad needs love to be good.
